I know, You can wait ffor now. But you'll have to let it go one way or another . You are way to young to let it eat you inside . You might end up writing angst poem ... or worse. Becoming an emo. "shudder"
Nope, I won't an emo, lol. I am going through this my entire life and the fact that I am living the worst and things can only go better than this makes me happy, it's hard to believe someone